hey guys! i;m back! miss me? ok, so i knwo my blgo last time was a bit on the depressing side . . . i'm sorry. sometimes this school just really gets to me, ya know? as if college wasn't hard neough - let's throw anthrax into the whole god damned mess. ugh. so i'm just killing time before my class at 3:30 . . . so i know i shoud lunderstand guys because i hang out with so many of them-but i don't! how can some of them be so inconsiderate? i have this one guy in mind . . . i just don't understan dhow you can go from carin gos much about someone and then just drop out of their life completley. where they have absolutly no regard for what is going on in her life. argh. i would be worried he would read this, but i know he doesn't care at all about what i do. and whats worse? i keep trying, i keep tryign to make it work - it won't, i need to stop, but i can't. i don't understand boys, at all. and then again, girls are no treat either. east coast girls have WAY too much drama, my god shoot me if i ever act like they do! good lord . . . i was originally thinkign to stay on the east coast for grad school . . i don't knwo i if can take these people for whatever 7 more years or such. bu ti don't know where i would go . . . hmmmmmm. east coasters: i don't mean ot generalize, not all of you are bad, just a majority of those who i have met here =( . but at least i'm meeting new people! =) man life is complicated sometimes. but i am going to update my poll it hink since peopel may actually be starting to read my blogger again! =) e-mail if you do . . or if you have any poll ideas! =) one lats note: i would like to congratulate mike gavin on purchasing an iBook! welcome to the family mike! =) love ya guys! -anna