hey guys! isn't tim great!? =) hee hee. i would like to thank everybody who has been worried about me, it's so warming to know so many people care about me! =) (and so many people read this thing!) i guess i'm feeling better. i'm pretty sure i'll stay here at GW, but i have been having more of these really weird attacks lately. i had 2 on tuesdae . . . something is wrong with me i think. i'm a little worried actually. i think i'm just a little emotionally exhasuted. i'm sure i'll be fine later - it'll just take some time, =) and some love! i guess it's hard in college because all your friends are so new! like because of me and all my anna-ness i have a hard time going to people with my problems, even harder if i haven't known them for half of my life! so it's very easy fo rme to feel alone here. i think it's that way with everyone. i miss having friends who've been with me through it all! ya know? plus i have such an AWESOME group of friends at home . . . hard to compete with =) but i don't mean ot idss on GW People at all. you guys have all been more than i coudl have asked for, and i'm sur eyou knwo what i'm talkign about because we've all been through this. i'm just finally actually on my own out here (last year my connections to home were still very strong thanks to . . . . ) and i guess it's just kinda scary! but things are going to be ok, i will be ok becaus ei'm always ok! =) and good news: so the STAR program at GW is basically the kids who get to lead tours. you knwo when you were visiting college the peopel who took you around campus and fed you all the bs about whatever school? well i'm tryign to get into that here, because honestly, what school has more bs than GW? no one! =) hey, at least we're #1 at something . . . anywho they only need 80 people and around 300 (including me!) applied. well goodnews! i made it past the first cut! now there are around 120 of us going for the 80 spots! i have an individual interview tommorrow nite at 9:30 . . . i'm alittle nervous! =) plus i have my CF Info session tommorrow @ 4 . . . i really need to start that application! alright, well i think thats enough blogging for you guys! thank you again for caring about me so much, i really REALLY appreciate it! i love you guys! =)