hey guys! me again (back in my own room!) i guess i just have some general bitching to get out, so be forewarned. i think that people need to realize that getting kicks out of taking advantage of how much other people care is pathetic. just because they were raised and somehow ended up not caring about other people does not give them liscense to disregard those of us who do. maybe it is because i grew up in california, maybe it's because i'm a girl, maybe it's because i don't pretend to be someone i'm not. i think maybe people don't understand how hard it is to be so far away from home (granted none of these people were strong enough to) and from the people you love more than anything. but i wanted to get out and experience life, i was at leats willign to give the other coats the benfit of the doubt. and i dunno, i don't mean to sound harsh, cause honestly i don't give a damn. i mean, whatever. if thats how people get their kicks, then fine - at least i can make people smile. i'm comfortable with myself, i learned in high school. i'm sorry that others are too closed minded. whatever. sorry for this random blog, i just needed to get some stuff out. it most likely has nothign to do with *you*. but these people aren't worth the energy i woudl spend worrying about this in a normal situation, so i chose to do this instead. oh well. gotta love the internet. alright, well on that note i'm off to the library to watch birth of a nation! bye!