hey guys! i slept in soooo late this morning! like i woke up at 10:30ish to take my drugs, but then i went back to bed until 1:15!!! how crazy is that? i guess i really needed to sleep. wow. alright, so here's an update for eveyrbody - you remmeber how i was telling you guys about those mysterious phone calls with the songs? well i have gotten 3 more! when i came home from work last nite there was a song on my answering machine . . . and then right before i went to bed at around 1 i got another phone call, but the scariest one was this morning at around 11 . . . they played california girls . . . so they obviously know me, or know i'm from california . . . how weird is that? ugh - i'm getting a little freaked out to be honest . . . like no one will ever talk to me when they call . . . ugh. does anyone have any idea who is doing this? please leave a message for me! i just don't know. ugh ugh ugh. alright, well i am off to fill out my CF application. love ya! miss ya!

hey guys! i just wanted to drop a quick line before i left for work today!! i am finally going back to the hill since all the anthrax is gone! =) yay! i don't really know what i will be doing, considering all the mail is still stopped! but i guess i'll just have to wait and see . . . alright, well i have to get ready to go! i love you guys! i will see cali people in 11 days!!!! and GW people i will see you those 11 days and then again in 16 days! =) ( didn't want you guys to feel left out or whatever . . . ) miss ya!

wow! 2 blogs in one day? yes, it is still me =) i am online talking to erik, but he is busy watchign west wing, so until the next commercial comes on i'm stuck all alone =( thats ok, i take the phone off the hook when dawsons and west wing are on =) hee hee. ok, so get this: new odd thing in anna's life! for the second time today ( it happened on whatever like mondae nite? or was it tuesdae? i don't remember . . it all blurs together) anyway. so the phone rings, i pick it up and say "hello?" and instead of a voice i get a song. i don't know what the first song was, but the one tonite was sound of silence (simon and garfunkel). so i say "hello" a few more times ot no answer and after a min or so whoever it is hangs up. how odd is that? so, like any normal neurotic girl i think that it is my dream guy, right? who is, in his own way, serenading me! =) but of course it is probably just a wrong number or some freak who wants to kill me . . . damn! i don't know if i will get another one of these mystery phone calls . . but they called during west wing too! how aggrivating! argh, the nerve of some people. . . . anywho i guess i should be done. i don't really have any exciting news and my blogs have been gettign too long anyway! don't y ou agree? you can tell me by saying so in my new message board! it's th epurple link above my counter that says "anna's chatter box" please talk to me! =) love you guys! i will see all you cali people really soon! come to my party! =)

hey guys! isn't tim great!? =) hee hee. i would like to thank everybody who has been worried about me, it's so warming to know so many people care about me! =) (and so many people read this thing!) i guess i'm feeling better. i'm pretty sure i'll stay here at GW, but i have been having more of these really weird attacks lately. i had 2 on tuesdae . . . something is wrong with me i think. i'm a little worried actually. i think i'm just a little emotionally exhasuted. i'm sure i'll be fine later - it'll just take some time, =) and some love! i guess it's hard in college because all your friends are so new! like because of me and all my anna-ness i have a hard time going to people with my problems, even harder if i haven't known them for half of my life! so it's very easy fo rme to feel alone here. i think it's that way with everyone. i miss having friends who've been with me through it all! ya know? plus i have such an AWESOME group of friends at home . . . hard to compete with =) but i don't mean ot idss on GW People at all. you guys have all been more than i coudl have asked for, and i'm sur eyou knwo what i'm talkign about because we've all been through this. i'm just finally actually on my own out here (last year my connections to home were still very strong thanks to . . . . ) and i guess it's just kinda scary! but things are going to be ok, i will be ok becaus ei'm always ok! =) and good news: so the STAR program at GW is basically the kids who get to lead tours. you knwo when you were visiting college the peopel who took you around campus and fed you all the bs about whatever school? well i'm tryign to get into that here, because honestly, what school has more bs than GW? no one! =) hey, at least we're #1 at something . . . anywho they only need 80 people and around 300 (including me!) applied. well goodnews! i made it past the first cut! now there are around 120 of us going for the 80 spots! i have an individual interview tommorrow nite at 9:30 . . . i'm alittle nervous! =) plus i have my CF Info session tommorrow @ 4 . . . i really need to start that application! alright, well i think thats enough blogging for you guys! thank you again for caring about me so much, i really REALLY appreciate it! i love you guys! =)

TADA! all better now! everybody, head over to Anna's messageboard and leave a message! you can see it now! no more excuses! now click! and type!
okay, I need to start studying. big test in... less than 8 hours!

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ack! somebody help me! i have my link to my message board on the site (if you move you mouse right above the counter ti will act like there's a link there - there is! that's my message board. . . . ) but you can't see it very well!!! i tried to change it to a diff color but it's not working . . . can someone help me? thank you! =)

and now a message board too . . . ( i hope!)

here it is! new poll . . . tell me what to do!

hey guys! ok, taking imspirations from debora . . . it's time for a substantial blog! and since i'm waiting up erik to get back i figure 1am is the perfect time to delve into my soul, right? let's see. well today i had a serious mental breakdown. like classic. i'm sitting at my computer typing up terms for my astronomy midterm on tuesdae and all of a sudden my head exploded and everything (don't ask what everything is, i don't even know) and i cried for literally like 45 min. i don't know whats wrong with me, honestly. the worst part is that i don't even know why i cried. like you know when you cry you are crying about something? like you have something in your life causing you pain or stress or such . but i have no idea what i was so upset about. anybody out there know? it was very aggrivating. i guess when you get down to it i'm stressed about school - who isn't and erik is causing stress as usual . . . why can't life just be simple? and i'm homesick, like really homesick. i had dinner with becky guyon tonite, which was really nice. ok, i aplogize to east coasters who are reading this: but i don't understand what it is over here, maybe it's just GW, but i can't take how shallow the majority of these people are! i don't know, maybe it's me . . . but i just want to explode sometimes people anger me so. i know i need to deal with all this. part of me wants to transfer back to cali, but it almost feels like i don't have anywhere to go. like i don't know if i want to go back to cali and go to a UC, naw i take that back - i coudln't survive at a UC. so i feel like i have no where to go - no where to belong. it's very aggrivating. i don't know. it seems like everything has fallen apaprt. i know i'm going to have such a hard time coming back here after thanksgiving break. i hope i can make it back. like i feel so alone here. i have this quote from Bush's song Glycerine i love: "i'm never alone / i'm alone all the time" i think it's so fitting of college life. i dunno. is anyone else feeling liek this? i mean i think it's normal but man o man does it suck. i don't know what to do. life is so confusing. i know! i'll put up a new poll and you guys can decide! the michael jackson one isn't doing so well . . i'll make a new one after i finish this blog. tell me what to do! i guess this is a good of way as any. alright, i'm off to make a new poll. k, i loveyou guys - if you have any answers please call, IM or e-mail me. i'm lonely =(